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  2. 5
    May

    the untold

    ~ 05/04/2012 ~

    i thought today would be just an ordinary day but i was wrong,

    i thought i could bear the fact we agreed to just be friends for now and see how it goes, i was wrong again. :(

    i spend half a day with you and all i could feel was silent happiness and contentment, you make me feel like i couldn’t ask for more.

    for a couple of blissful hours you made me forget about the world, throw my cares away, like it was just you and me. it was precious, tonight you made me feel that i could be myself around you, flaws and all, and it wouldn’t change how you feel about me, you proved all my doubt wrong… and made me fell in love with you all over again.

    i love you, i do, almost always and forever, and it saddens me to be in this situation, you’re mine but i can’t have you… YET.

    when we’re parting ways all i could ever think about was holding your hand and wishing not to let go, hoping time would stand still so that i could have you much longer.

    a goodbye kiss, Yes, i’d thought of it but did otherwise, instead i just bid farewell and rode the jeepney without a single glance.

    on the way home, you’re all that crossed my mind, how i could have acted sweeter and more affectionate to you or how could i have made the evening better. but no, the evening couldn’t be less perfect for me and that’s just for the single reason that i’m with YOU.

    there’s the feeling of serenity and also sadness at the end of the day, a feeling of breaking and remedy, tears for the unknown reason of uncertainty.

    you still have it, that magic that charms my heart.. effortlessly.

    i hope this is what it’s suppose to be and feel like, believing in fate and destiny.. believing that wishes and dreams do come true everyday and keeping the faith, through everything that has had happen or will still happen, that God gave me YOU as the answer to my prayers. :)

    — Lei Paredes

  3. 18
    1
    May

    What I wanted? I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say that there was no-one else that you could ever be with and that you’d rather be alone than without me.

  4. 79
    30
    Apr

    "I’m trying, I’m just so tired of disappointing you."

    - (via d-a-r-e-t-o-b-e)

    (Source: l-o-v-e-megan)

  5. 28
    Apr
    i miss you lovies :*

    i miss you lovies :*

  6. 28
    Apr

    i’m back!

    OH YEAH! i’m BACK! haha.. I MISSED Blogging stuff! (what?!)

    I MISSED YOU MY Tumblr Account! (i’m so weird right now >.<)

    oh well. time to sleep. 

    GoodNight! :*

  7. 9
    Sep

    "She wasn’t afraid of difficulties; what frightened her was being forced to choose one particular path. Choosing a path meant having to miss out on others. She had a whole life to live and she was always thinking that, in future, she might regret the choices she made now. ‘I’m afraid of committing myself,’ she thought to herself. She wanted to follow all possible paths and so ended up following none. Even in that most important area of her life, love, she had failed to commit herself. After her first romantic dissappointment, she had never again given herself entirely. She feared pain, loss and separation. These things were inevitable on the path to love, and the only way of avoiding them was by deciding not to take that path at all. In order not to suffer, you had to renounce love. It was like putting out your own eyes in order not to see the bad things in life."

    - — Paulo Coelho (Brida)
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    27
    Jul

    I know i shouldn’t, but i miss him. Everyday.

    keepme-wherethelightis:

    story of my life.

    (Source: saphireandfadedjeanss)

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    25
    Jul

    stingslikeabee:

    “Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you, how many moments of other people’s lives we’ve been in. Were we part of someone’s life when their dream came true, or were we there when their dreams died?…

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